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Sunday afternoon I bused around town to spend the night with friends+baby. This was an excellent boost to Operation Keep Eating (though I did contribute my banana cake) plus we watched Finding Nemo on Sunday evening and How To Train Your Dragon on Monday morning. Plus baby and kittens! <3 They kept apologising for baby's 2am screaming fit, but since I was at the other end of the house this was approximately as disturbing as your average Mag4 quake, ie I woke up and registered it and went back to sleep. Since their house provides the protection of distance from said average Mag4 quakes, this really evened out quite nicely.

After lunch on Monday I went to work for a meeting, which went exactly the same as every other meeting we've ever had about that subject ever in the history of time seriously ever. (Short version: "Look at this awesome technology which can be used in highly awesome ways to support awesome pedagogy! But yeah no, in practice you're only going to be using this one boring feature, and by 'use' we mean you'll be getting other people to contact us about how to use it.") Normally this would just leave me rolling my eyes; this time I was struggling rather not to cry, until I could get outside and put my sunglasses on.

Also it was hot and the bus was packed (it's still free and not yet as frequent as normal) and the traffic was horrid (the roads are either munted, especially in the east, or full of the traffic fleeing the munted roads, especially in the west) so I felt nauseous for the 1.5 hours it took to get home from there.

This is not -- to reassure people -- so much a desperate plea for help and/or sympathy, as an educatory narrative. I cry easily anyway; situations like this it's just a signal. Dry mouth signals thirsty; teary eyes signal stressed. The only reason I don't like crying in public is that the public is apt to consider it as signalling a worse emotional state than it really does. So I kept my eyes mostly dry while out and when I got home I phoned up a colleague and shamelessly whined to her for sympathy (which she duly gave) and then, having cooked dinner and scooped myself a bowl of jellytip icecream, watched three episodes of Sandbaggers in a row.

On the last few minutes of my trip home I caught a glimpse of the "cannabus". Apparently the National Organisation for the Reform of Marijuana Laws have decided Christchurch is in need of medicinal marijuana. This so annoyed me I believe I actually dreamed about it last night. I have serious qualms about advocating self-medication in times of stress. (I'm not dissing self-medication by someone who knows themself. But advocating it willy-nilly to people whose reactions you don't know seems wildly irresponsible.) Plus, though the word "politicalise" is getting thrown around a lot, I think this really does qualify.

Today I worked entirely from home again, and have actually managed to achieve various work-ish things, in between the painters coming to work on my porch while it rained, and a visit from the Salvation Army, and the sun coming out so I luxuriously put on a load of washing! in the washing machine, with water and electricity!, and eating lunch, and watching a fanvid, and a phonecall from Dad, and cuddling Boots between her disappearances. She keeps going outside and then not being able to get back in because the painters have the powercord going through her catdoor and she doesn't know how to open the flap towards herself.

<ponders> This actually seems like a useful skill for a cat to have. I think I'll try to teach her someday. I shall of course report back on progress.

Date: 2011-03-15 04:09 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
Big hugs. I think you are doing very well, and it's good to hear you out and about. Kittens are a great coping skill to have -- how can one possibly not smile around them? A cannabus? Are they freaking kidding? I honestly don't think that's a very good thing to have around in times of stress, but then, I shouldn't be judgemental...

icecream

Date: 2011-03-15 04:20 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
Two words: "jellytip icecream". Please explain. I need to know. Please.

snail

Re: icecream

Date: 2011-03-15 11:14 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
Admittedly, I'm not up to date with what ice cream sellers sell...this is at least part due to the fact that I have a quality ice cream factory around the corner from the warehouse I call home. With that said, I don't believe we have jellytips in Oz...and certainly not in 2L containers. Said factory does do a yummy hokey pokey, but I don't think I've heard of gumdrop ice cream though the phrase "goody-goody-gumdrop" is familiar from childhood.

Obviously something else to try on my next NZ visit...which was going to be March to do the Kepler Track, but has been delayed on account of a bout of tennis elbow acquired just after christmas.

Besides NZ is usually ahead of us anyway eg it will be many years, if ever, before we achieve something approaching EPIC.

I think managed two PS's without actually mentioning PS. So to speak.

ciao
snail

Date: 2011-03-15 04:24 am (UTC)
deird1: Fred looking pretty and thoughful (Default)
From: [personal profile] deird1
I've managed to teach my cat how to pull open the bedroom door from the inside.

(Also how to push open the sliding door in the kitchen - although he mostly worked that out by himself after two days of being confined to the kitchen and bored out of his mind.)

Date: 2011-03-15 04:47 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] poetrychook.blogspot.com
I am about to do my first load of laundry at home since the quake. Sent one lot out to Rangiora, then did a bunch more while we were on holiday. I was trying to figure out what to do with the dish cloths and tea towels, I didn't want to wash them in water that is supposed to be boiled. Then I figured out that I could soak them in Napisan which supposedly kills 99 point something percent of germs. Thought you might like to try that too.

Date: 2011-03-15 09:55 am (UTC)
From: [personal profile] llygoden
I too tend to cry easily when tired and/or stressed. I've discovered there are a couple of songs that act as a litmus test of my mental state. If I'm fine, they are uplifting; if I'm overtired or stressed, I end up with tears running down my face.

Re life skills for cats, ours taught themselves to open doors that opened towards them (as long as they'd been left ajar) and very late in life Fluffy taught herself to open the fridge, so it's certainly something that they find useful.

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